Hmm... I guess this summer internship of mine is turning out to be a blog mania kind of thing as I am writing something or the other every day. A very special request of one of my very special friends actually makes me write this one. Well I really don’t remember the day when I met her. I just know that I was supposed to meet her & so I did. She had a very syrupy look & when the first time I looked at her she had a weird smile on her face. To be frank that eerie smile of her actually forced me to give her a second look & what I saw the second time round, was completely celestial. A fairy straight from the heaven was sitting beside me. I was so thunderstruck that I could not collect the nerve to talk to her or to at least say a “hi”. We shared the same room for just 15 minutes or so but the night that followed the day helped me to be with her for more than 15 hours. All that I dreamt about her were her appealing face, engaging smile & unusual laugh. I woke up the next day & her face was still spanking new on my mind. That feeling was completely novel for me. All those who know me before that day can easily understand me & the state that I was going through those days. I saw her every day. The glimpse of her was so attractive that I did not want to ruin that. Finally I got a chance to talk to her. We conversed for 10 minutes & trust me I thought I had met my dream girl. The way she talked, the way she argued, the way she nodded her head in disbelief, the way she smiled after getting to know her silly mistake, everything had incredible style. I started noticing the smallest things that she used to do every day. I knew she was getting over me but then could never really stop. I hid my feelings from everybody else as I did not want to make her uncomfortable in the class but never realized that I was actually making my life a hell in the process. Then came the day on which I came to know that she was committed. The very first girl that I ever liked in my life was in love with someone else. Almighty can be truly cruel. There was no change in my attitude though & I still loved her the same way & with the same character. I just realized that I could never get her. Some Karan Johar movie dialogues helped me a lot I must say to keep my spirit high & not to get bothered. Our relationship still remains the same. We are not friends, neither are we strangers. Neither am I moving forward, nor do I have any hope of getting backward. I am completely trapped at one place which I don’t know what to refer as; a dead end, a new beginning or a midst. Well one thing I know for sure that I love her & this thing is never going to change all my life. I wish her best luck for all her future endeavors & hope she gets everything that she wants to.

Hmm….I had not posted something for quite a few days now. So I am satisfying my thirst by posting another one. For those who are wondering where am I getting so much of time from to write blogs when everyone else is busy with their summer projects, let me tell you I believe in effective work which is only achieved when one is in the right kind of mood to work. I am not in one now, so don’t want to waste my time. Well this is the marriage season here in Bhubaneswar. Every day I find two or three processions marching towards the respective bride’s places. To add on to that some of my friends are getting married this summer. I don’t know whether they had a trip to some mental hospital or they took the matrimonial sites too seriously that entitled them to take such a decision at this age. Anyway I wish all of them all the very best for their new venture (I would like to call it that way). At least I am getting a lot of gifts, treats& some last candle light dinners with them. Don’t worry I am not having candle lights with boys because all my friends who are getting married are girls. Boys are as usual busy dumping the old ones, boozing out & chasing the new chicks in town. Thank god I have something more interesting to do with NALCO. To be honest, I am really bugged looking at all these. I guess this bf n gf thing is over hyped. It’s anytime better to be single & enjoy life. Anyways I thought to share my first experience of a serious crush. It happened when I was in standard iii. Imagine a boy like me who never has required 75 % attendance in lectures, never bunked the classes just to get a glimpse of her every day. She was so loving, so caring, knowledgeable & haan more than just pretty of course. She was a goddess I must say. I remember one incident when I stole a picture of taj mahal from my friend’s bag as she liked it very much & I wanted to gift it to her. God, those days were definitely the most rocking ones of my life. She was my Hindi teacher& trust me I got the highest marks in every hindi test that year. Motivations are always for the good, you see. Anyway I am signing out now. Let’s do some project work also. I would invite you all to my marriage. So don’t worry & have fun. Byeeeee.

I fail to understand
1. Why people suddenly develop into aliens just to show some fake attitude?
2. Why people keep on emphasizing on their words even if they know that those are absolute garbage?
3. Why people forget to show some modesty when they are given importance?
4. Why people always say that they care for others when they know it very well that they do otherwise?
5. Why people (like me) keep on talking to their friends even if they know that they are being avoided?
6. Why people always stare at their wrist watches even if they want to stay longer?
7. Why people keep on saying that they are followers of rock music even if they tap their feet to the hindi masala songs?
8. Why people keep on watching IPL matches even if they understand that too much of cricket is not solving the purpose at all?
9. Why people keep on complaining about politics in the country but do not bother to vote for the right candidate?
10. Why JEET KEEPS ON WRITING SUCH HOPELESS BLOGS EVERY SINGLE TIME??? Ha Ha Ha….

Finally I am back at my home sweet home for a period of two months, this time not for fun though, for some serious work. One thing is for sure it is not going to be the same as the NGO project. I would have to work a bit for a change. Well the company that I am working with is NALCO, National Aluminum Company limited. To be honest I have no idea about how a public sector unit carries out its marketing activities. What kind of marketing activities that it does. I am fortunate to work for a Navratna company but still unaware of the profile that I am going to work on. I visited NALCO’s corporate office today, met with some officials as well as my project guide. The first thing that struck me was the punch line of NALCO. It says “Ordinary people, Extra ordinary attitude.” I mean thank god PSUs also give a thought while deciding on the punch lines as I believe they are quite important because they speak for the organization in the simplest way. Hmm it seems I will be having fun working with the company in the export department. Let’s see & hope for the best.