Random Thoughts - 2 !!!

1.     You gave me everything. You taught me to have trust. You gave me a hope. You showed me your love. You made me live my life. And then, you broke my trust, dashed my hope, disowned my love & shattered my life. Now, I have nothing else to treasure. I should have known. Those were not gifts, those were lends.

2.     I saw you for the first time. You noticed. Appreciated my presence. Wanted me to initiate. I wondered for a word for that emotion. For that awkwardness. For that sudden rush of blood in n out of the heart. You lingered. You stayed a little more. I could not pledge. This kind of love. Complex. Intricate. UNEXPLAINABLE.

3.     Your actions were inexcusable, injudicious & coldblooded. Still, I forgive you. I will forget as well. I will forget the fact that, “YOU” HAD EVER HAPPENED.

4.     It takes me years to pen down our picture-perfect impeccable love story. You come by. You erase your name. You Leave. I can do nothing. I am reduced to tears. I start inscribing another one. I fail. I still can do nothing.

5.     I loved love. Saw you. Was encouraged to love you. You reciprocated. Enchanting, my life became. I wished you would stay forever. You did not. You ruined my dignity. Self-worth. Conviction. I tried hating love. Could not. Someone else found me. I wished this someone would stay. Blunder, I did again. Wrong, I was proven again.