My Dreams

You remember the day

When we walked through the divine rain

I won’t be walking with you anymore

Still I would like the rain to bless you again.

I laze alone in dark right through the night

Suddenly I break down & cry

I knew you were never mine

Even so I ask god, I don’t know why.

I wish I could cry a river

I will scream out loud “hooray”

You want to know why

So that I can sail far away.

You made me realize my dreams

But all that is now completely scattered

I am down in the mouth & dead on your feet

On a whim lost everything all that mattered.